It seems to me that Americans are searching for significance. Perhaps it is the generation in which we live, but the more I look around, the more I see people wanting to be known for something. To gain notoriety from something they do.
Sadly, I am no exception.
Some events of the past month have started me wondering about the mark I'm leaving on this world. Am I significant? Am I making a difference in my life?
There's all the laundry that I wash and fold. The lunches that I pack daily. And the other meals I prepare or, at the very least, pay for. The shopping I do so that my family has food to eat. The cleaning--albeit little--that I do. The hair that I brush, the beds that I make, the bottoms that I wipe, the toys that I trip over and eventually put away.
The people that I work with and for. The phone calls that I answer and place. The words that I utter. The way in which I speak the words that I utter. The efficiency with which I do my work. The passion with which I prepare my work. The attitude with which I arrive at work. And leave work.
The amount that I pray, or don't pray. The amount that I study, or don't study. How little or much credit I give to God. How often I glorify His name. And tell others about His Son, my Savior.
All these things seem so very small and insignificant. And so I tend to feel very small and insignificant.
But what I'm learning, and have to keep remembering, is that just because these things compose my daily life, they do not define who I am. I have to focus on the fact that I am a child of God, a fellow heir with Christ. And if that isn't significance enough, then why on earth am I even getting out of bed each morning?